Pain

Want to See You, But Afraid to Tell You

Have you ever loved someone so much that you wanted to see them, but couldn’t bring yourself to tell them? You pick up the phone, open their chat box, and want to ask, “Are you okay?” But then you hastily delete it. You want to call them, but when you dial, you quickly hang up. After much hesitation, you end up just holding your head and crying. We promised not to see each other after breaking up, but now I miss you and can’t help but think of you. I can’t bring myself to erase you from my memory. Please forgive me for breaking my promise. We said we wouldn’t be sad after the breakup, but I can’t help it.